When I could still love her (Mikasa x Reader)

Why. Why did she feel this way as she watched ______ and Eren together? She watched as Eren held her hand, Kiss her cheek, and call her pet names. It wasn’t as if she was jealous of _____ like most people believed...No She was jealous of Eren Jager. The boy who’s family took her in when hers was killed. And yet she felt angry when she was Eren kissing her beloved ____ She…She just wished that she could take the place of blue eyed boy. She knew that she would treat ____ right. She remembered. Before. When ____ was single. She would be happy with her and everything was fine. Nothing was destroying. Her heart wasn’t destroyed. She remembered when ______ would cry after having another nightmare. Mikasa was there to help _____ she was always would dry here tears. Then she remembered seeing how ____ began to leave her to talk to Eren. She never expected that Eren had fallen for the girl as hard as she did. And she remembered. That one day she went to ____ to finally confess her love…____ told her how Eren told her how much he loved her. That was the day that Mikasa’s world was destroyed. She just wishes for the day that _____ will realize how much she loves her. But for now. She would have to sit in the side lines watching Eren love her precious _____